Oh look. I’m writing.

Besides the fact that 2010 overall was probably the worst year of my life thus far (don’t get me wrong, it had it’s incredible memories), I feel I’ve learned a lot from awful situations and come to stop questioning the what ifs of my life. I can’t question decisions I’ve made because they’re done and I’d like to think as long as they’re not terrible and awfully wrong ones, they will lead somewhere good.

I’m not sure if I was just heavily intoxicated Saturday after trying to compensate for how I was feeling and have an awesome day anyway, but whatever song we were listening to stuck. ” life is what you make of it”. It’s so cliche but so true.

I’ve been reviving life in 2011 and its been a good one (and its not even april yet) Trusting my impulses and trying not to worry about the outcome. I haven’t been having the best couple weeks overall but I have great things to look forward to and I really have to remember that to keep myself going. I’m in limbo right now and just keep looking towards the light. I don’t know where I’ll be in a few years but atleast I’ll know that in 2011 I stepped up my game and surrounded myself with people that made me smile.

Lovely.