January 2010
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No destination determined.
After a night of drunken, but slept through sleep I woke up, picked up Liana and we headed out on a little adventure into farm country.
We filled our bellies at the deli and just kept driving.
The weather was sporadically snowing and as we got higher, it snowed more. At one point it was almost a complete white out, and the next it was sunny and there was no snow in the ground. I peed in the...
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My little pony
You know when you’re little and it seems like everyone is in on something and youre left out playing with your my little pony.
We’ll that’s how this feels now, except this time I want to smash a hole through the wall after realizing the lack of consciense people have.
Now I know why you couldn’t look me in the eye. Just as I suspected.
I hope it was worth it, friend....
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Seven Days
The past week since I woke up at noon until today has been such a whirlwhind. Down real low all week filled with so much anxiety. Lack of sleep, lack of food, abundance of booze.
For 3 days I was waking up at early morning clock times with knots in my stomach. I thought I was going to lose one of the most important people to me and I had a mild panic attack in a bathroom. That panic attack...
My sister said
“everyone screws up”
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Bad News bears
This weekend was one of the strangest weekends I’ve ever experienced.
The people I was with, the places I went, the things I did. So much unexpected and strange. I did so much walking that I don’t even remember. Saturday afternoon and sunday afternoon I woke up baffled. I did do a lot of internal settling in my mind, and for that I am so happy.
Of course this was one weekend I did...
sometimes you lose
I feel like I’ve lost quite a bit the past 6 weeks
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Listen
Some days I'm more ok with it than others
I haven’t done much realizing it’s my birthday soon except for the planning of my party. I am going to be 26 and originally I didn’t want to do anything because I’m not thrilled about this birthday at all. It actually kinda makes me want to vomit.
10 years ago if you had asked me where I’d be at 26, it most certainly would not be living back at home without a full time job, and feeling totally...
“It just wasn’t me you were right about”
– Summer in 500 Days of Summer
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Happy New Year
New Year’s Day Morning was fantastic. We slept till about 11:15 and debated on what to do for breakfast. We ended up having the best breakfast.
First: Surprise Mimosas with mango and Strawberries:
Home fries that took incredibly long and were incredibly spicy:
2 Dozen eggs:
Ad some bacon and toast to that and you’ve got a breakfast of champions. Or breakfast for the hungover....
I miss you a lot tonight. a lot.